Thursday, April 16, 2009

to my angel

My dearest baby girl,

We discovered we were expecting you months ago, after many pregnancy tests and thinking you would never be we were so excited you would make Livia a big sister and us your proud parents.

At first the days and nights were rough you made me sick ALL the time, onions were the enemy. Daddy brought home some take out asian food after school one night, I was in the bedroom and he was in the family room and the smell came into the room under the door and that was it I was sick all night ... on top of that I wanted to sleep 24/7. 3 months went by and I thought it would stop but it kept on and on christmas day I felt worst, I was losing hope of feeling better for the rest of the pregnancy. But then out of no where at 4 months I was clear of the sickness ! I could enjoy my days again ! We got to see you bouncing around at 11 weeks and again at 23 weeks where I felt you move for the first time. You were bouncing around and waving at us and we found out you were a girl ! We were so excited and asked Livia what she wanted to name you she yelled out DOAAAAAAAAA for her favorite character Dora the Explorer. We decided against that unfortunitly for Livia :P

You've made me crave so many things, at one point I could not eat a meal unless it was a craving I had to crave my meals and when I did only that one thing would do .. nothing weird but nothing ultra healthy eather ... If I could live on a Dairy Queen diet I would. During your stay in my tummy I turned 30 .. yes the big 3-0 but it's ok im ok with it ... I think heh. I have so much to be proud of at my age that it's just an age at this point. Your daddy threw me a surprise party where all my wonderful friends came to celebrate and your aunt Lili bought me a Dairy Queen Blizzard extreme chocolate cake YUM. And your big sister is turning 2 next week ! Also daddy got his Bacc at the university. He worked so hard for it !

I have to say for the rough start of my pregnancy you are being great at letting mommy sleep at night ... Your sister kept me up all night while I was pregnant with her ! I started getting heart burn but I think that's just because I'm not eating dinner lately, I haven't been hungry in the evening. Your sitting very low in my tummy and I thought for sure you were a boy.

So you see my little angel, you are coming so soon ... im 31 weeks preggers and we can't wait to meet you ... And Livia can't wait to be a big sister !

See you soon my love ...

mommy .. x0x0x