guilt

I need a lesson in managing life .... I sorta feel like a failure that I can't balance all the normal things that other moms can ... why is that ?

I love my job and it's not to much for me to handle .. if anything it's what keeps me sane ... I wish there was a class I could go to to teach me how to parent, clean and work all without losing it !!!

I feel defeated and out of control ... almost guilty ..