Monday, September 27, 2010
Monday, September 13, 2010
I love my job and it's not to much for me to handle .. if anything it's what keeps me sane ... I wish there was a class I could go to to teach me how to parent, clean and work all without losing it !!!
I feel defeated and out of control ... almost guilty ..
Tuesday, September 7, 2010
I've been abit scared of certain things happening to me lately. Situations where people speak to me and i'm looking at them and hearing them but it's like I feel like i'm in a dream and they aren't there and i just don't answer. I've forgotten things that I was sure .. no no positive I had not forgotten at home only to get home and have it be on the kitchen counter ... People have told me I have to much on my plate but I don't feel overwhelmed ... i'm scared of what it's doing though because i'm no unaware when it does happen and it's almost embarassing ... I want to go get checked but im not sure what they would say. I don't feel sick but it's scary of how blank I become at times ... almost not there like I leave my body ...
Tuesday, August 10, 2010
In the attempt to make my hair all curly and girly girly I burnt my forehead and neck with the curling iron ... the only day I decide to tie my bangs back and then poof as I am driving .. my forehead is burning and is starting to turn red. GREATTTTTTTTT lovely hair but big burn on the forehead .. SEXAY ! I have nothing to cover it up and now my bangs is hairsprayed cement and I can't unpin it to hide the burns ... I will learn to not curl my hair half awake in the morning ... Iknew there was a reason I hadn't done that in a while !
On a better note I feel great ... I'm down 9lbs in 4 weeks .. and it's feeling great ! some of my old clothesis fitting again .. I am on the right track .. Im trying to find my p90X DVDs so I can start doing some ... so far no luck ..
My precious baby girl won't walk, she is 14 months and refuses to let go and walk .. she stands and does a few steps but then realises "hey im standing! nah i'll just put an end to this !" and she slowly sits ... grrrr little clown !
Tuesday, July 27, 2010
Fiber One® Crunchy Fudge Cookies ( 1pt per serving )
Prep Time:15 min
Start to Finish:50 min
Makes:About 3 1/2 dozen cookies
1 box Betty Crocker® fudge brownie mix
2 cups Fiber One® original bran cereal
2 tablespoons miniature semisweet chocolate chips
1/8 teaspoon ground cinnamon
1/3 cup water
1 tablespoon vegetable oil
2 teaspoons vanilla
1. Heat oven to 350°F. Spray cookie sheets with cooking spray. In large bowl, mix ingredients with spoon. Drop dough by rounded tablespoonfuls 2 inches apart on cookie sheets.
2. Bake 10 to 12 minutes until set. Cool 2 minutes; remove from cookie sheets to cooling rack. Cool completely. Store in tightly covered container. Freeze up to 2 months if desired.
High Altitude (3500-6500 ft): No change.
1 Serving: Calories 70 (Calories from Fat 10); Total Fat 1g (Saturated Fat 0g, Trans Fat 0g); Cholesterol 5mg; Sodium 55mg; Total Carbohydrate 13g (Dietary Fiber 2g, Sugars 7g); Protein 1g Percent Daily Value*: Vitamin A 0%; Vitamin C 0%; Calcium 0%; Iron 4% Exchanges: 1 Other Carbohydrate; 0 Vegetable Carbohydrate Choices: 1 *Percent Daily Values are based on a 2,000 calorie diet.
Tuesday, July 13, 2010
wish me luck ! I will need it ...
DRINK WATER is what I have to do !
Monday, July 12, 2010
I am having a contest to find a name for my cake business ... it's not an official business yet but something I want to put in the works ... the contest is until Friday July 16, 2010 if any readers out there in the ottawa region want to participate the prize is a cake made by me ! I'm really cake addicted I love making them and im no pro but I like to think I get better as the cakes go by ...